The black casebook

9 Nov 2009

The final moment

From Season 4: Dancing in the Moonlight, the final scene

Do you remember that moment? That exact moment when you felt that your life as you knew it has ended? Your heart is slowly decomposing into rotten meat and you just want to rip it off your chest before your whole body is affected from the deadly bacteria that erupts from its veins? It happens and will happen again and again to every human soul. No matter how prepared you think you are for it, it’s always overwhelming.

But I made sure mine was a scene worth remembering. I stood right there inside one of the most beautiful structures in the campus…  a place where I felt could protect me and give me strength when the walls of my world fall down on me. I watched her walk away to her car with the blue rose that symbolized the end.

She looked back at me. I was just staring at her with wet eyes, trying to remember the whole scene, feeling the wind, smelling the air one last time.

Every image slowly started to fade. The sky dripped down to white. The trees blurred until they were gone. All I saw was her, my moonlight, walking away from my empty life.

She was the girl I prayed for and took care of with my whole heart and soul. 4 years of memories that felt like forever. Now He’s taking her back.

End of Chapter 4

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